How
the Light of Reason is Necessary to Every Soul
How the light of reason is necessary to every soul that wishes to serve God in truth; and first of the light of reason in general.
Then the Eternal God, delighting in the thirst and hunger of that soul, and in the purity of her heart, and the desire with which she longed to serve Him, turned the eye of His benignity and mercy upon her, saying – “Oh, best-beloved, dearest and sweetest daughter, my spouse! rise out of yourself, and open the eye of your intellect to see Me, the Infinite Goodness, and the ineffable love which I have towards you and My other servants. And open the ear of the desire which you feel towards Me, and remember, that if you do not see, you can not hear, that is to say, that the soul that does not see into My Truth with the eye of her intellect, cannot hear or know My Truth, wherefore in order that you may the better know it, rise above the feelings of your senses.
Then the Eternal God, delighting in the thirst and hunger of that soul, and in the purity of her heart, and the desire with which she longed to serve Him, turned the eye of His benignity and mercy upon her, saying – “Oh, best-beloved, dearest and sweetest daughter, my spouse! rise out of yourself, and open the eye of your intellect to see Me, the Infinite Goodness, and the ineffable love which I have towards you and My other servants. And open the ear of the desire which you feel towards Me, and remember, that if you do not see, you can not hear, that is to say, that the soul that does not see into My Truth with the eye of her intellect, cannot hear or know My Truth, wherefore in order that you may the better know it, rise above the feelings of your senses.
“And I, who take delight in your request, will satisfy your demand. Not
that you can increase My delight, for I am the cause of you and of your
increase; not those of Mine. Yet the very pleasure that I take in the work of
My own hands causes Me delight.”
Then that soul obeyed and rose out of herself, in order to learn the
true solution of her difficulty. And the Eternal God said to her, “In order
that you may the better understand what I shall say to you, I shall revert to
the beginning of your request concerning the three lights which issue from Me,
the True Light. The first is a general light dwelling in those who live in
ordinary charity. (I shall repeat to you here many things concerning these
lights, which I have already told you, in spite of My having done so, in order
that your creeping intelligence may better understand that which you wish to
know.) The other two lights dwell in those who, having abandoned the world,
desire perfection. Besides this I will explain to you your request, telling you
in great detail that which I have already pointed out to you in general. You
know, as I have told you, that, without the light, no one can walk in the
truth, that is, without the light of reason, which light of reason you draw
from Me the True Light, by means of the eye of your intellect and the light of
faith which I have given you in holy baptism, though you may have lost it by
your own defects. For, in baptism, and through the mediation of the Blood of My
only-begotten Son, you have received the form of faith; which faith you
exercise in virtue by the light of reason, which gives you life and causes you
to walk in the path of truth, and, by its means, to arrive at Me, the True
Light, for, without it, you would plunge into darkness.
“It is necessary for you to have two lights derived from this primary
light, and to these two I will also add a third. The first lightens you all to
know the transitory nature of the things of the world, all of which pass like
the wind. But this you cannot know thoroughly, unless you first recognize your
own fragility, how strong is your inclination, through the law of perversity
with which your members are bound, to rebel against Me, your Creator (not that
by this law any man can be constrained to commit any, even the smallest sin, against
his will, but that this law of perversity fights lustily against the spirit). I
did not impose this law upon you, in order that My rational creature should be
conquered by it, but in order that he should prove and increase the virtue of
his soul, because virtue cannot be proved, except by its contrary. Sensuality
is contrary to the spirit, and yet, by means of sensuality, the soul is able to
prove the love which she has for Me, her Creator.
How does she prove it? When,
with anger and displeasure, she rises against herself. This law has also been
imposed in order to preserve the soul in true humility. Wherefore you see that,
while I created the soul to Mine own image and similitude, placing her in such
dignity and beauty, I caused her to be accompanied by the vilest of all things,
imposing on her the law of perversity, imprisoning her in a body, formed of the
vilest substance of the earth, so that, seeing in what her true beauty
consisted, she should not raise her head in pride against Me. Wherefore, to one
who possesses this light, the fragility of his body is a cause of humiliation
to the soul, and is in no way matter for pride, but rather for true and perfect
humility. So that this law does not constrain you to any sin by its strivings,
but supplies a reason to make you know yourselves and the instability of the
world. This should be seen by the eye of the intellect, with light of the holy
faith, of which I said to you that it was the pupil of the eye. This is that
light which is necessary in general to every rational creature, whatever may be
his condition, who wishes to participate in the life of grace, in the fruit of
the Blood of the immaculate Lamb. This is the ordinary light, that is, the
light which all persons must possess, as has been said, for, without it, the
soul would be in a state of damnation. And, for this reason, because the soul,
being without the light, is not in a state of grace, inasmuch as, not having
the light, she does not know the evil of her sin or its cause, and therefore
cannot avoid or hate it.
“And
similarly if the soul know not good, and the reason of good, that is to say
virtue, she cannot love or desire either Me, who am the Essential Good, or
virtue, which I have given you as an instrument and means for you to receive My
grace, and Myself the True Good. See then how necessary is this light, for your
sins consist in nothing else than in loving that which I hate, and in hating
that which I love. I love virtue and hate vice; he who loves vice and hates
virtue offends Me, and is deprived of My grace. Such a one walks as if blind,
for he knows not the cause of vice, that is, his sensual self-love, nor does he
hate himself on account of it; he is ignorant of vice and of the evil which
follows it: he is ignorant of virtue and of Me, who am the cause of his
obtaining life-giving virtue; he is ignorant of his own dignity, which he
should maintain by advancing to grace, by means of virtue. See, therefore, how
his ignorance is the cause of all his evil, and how you also need this light,
as has been said.”Taken from Saint Catherine of Genoa Treatise on Prayer
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I believe this is from Saint Catherine of Siena, not Saint Catherine of Genoa.
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