We
Must Expect Temptation by Vianney
It is most unfortunate for ourselves if we do not know that we are tempted in almost all our actions, at one time by pride, by vanity, by the good opinion which we think people should have of us, at another by jealousy, by hatred and by revenge. At other times, the Devil comes to us with the foulest and most impure images. You see that even in our prayers he distracts us and turns our minds this way and that. It seems indeed that we are in a state .... since we are in the holy presence of God (sentence incomplete - Trans.)
And even more, since the time of Adam, you will not find
a saint who has not been tempted -- some in one way, some in another -- and the
greatest saints are those who have been tempted the most. If Our Lord was
tempted, it was in order to show us that we must be also. It follows,
therefore, that we must expect temptation. If you ask me what is the cause of
our temptations, I shall tell you that it is the beauty and the great worth and
importance of our souls which the Devil values and which he loves so much that
he would consent to suffer two Hells, if necessary, if by so doing he could
drag our souls into Hell.
We should never
cease to keep a watch on ourselves, lest the Devil might deceive us at the
moment when we are least expecting it. St. Francis tells us that one day God
allowed him to see the way in which the Devil tempted his religious, especially
in matters of purity. He allowed him to see a band of devils who did nothing
but shoot their arrows against his religious. Some returned violently against
the devils who had discharged them.
They then fled,
shrieking hideous yells of rage. Some of the arrows glanced off those they were
intended for and dropped at their feet without doing any harm. Others pierced
just as far as the tip of the arrow and finally penetrated, bit by bit.
If we wish to hunt
these temptations away, we must, as St. Anthony tells us, make use of the same
weapons. When we are tempted by pride, we must immediately humble and abase
ourselves before God. If we are tempted against the holy virtue of purity, we
must try to mortify our bodies and all our senses and to be ever more vigilant
of ourselves. If our temptation consists in a distaste for prayers, we must say
even more prayers, with greater attention, and the more the Devil prompts us to
give them up, the more we must increase their number.
The temptations we
must fear most are those of which we are not conscious. St. Gregory tells us
that there was a religious who for long had been a good member of his
community. Then he developed a very strong desire to leave the monastery and to
return to the world, saying that God did not wish him to be in that monastery.
His saintly superior told him: "My friend, it is the Devil who is angry
because you may be able to save your soul. Fight against him."
But no, the other
continued to believe that it was as he claimed. St. Gregory gave him permission
to leave. But when he was leaving the monastery, the latter went on his knees
to ask God to let this poor religious know that it was the Devil who wanted to
make him lose his soul. The religious had scarcely put his foot over the
threshold of the door to leave when he saw an enormous dragon, which attacked
him.
"Oh,
brothers," he cried out, "come to my aid! Look at the dragon which
will devour me!"
And indeed, the
brethren who came running when they heard the noise found this poor monk
stretched out on the ground, half-dead. They carried him back into the
monastery, and he realised that truly it was the Devil who wanted to tempt him
and who was bursting with rage because the superior had prayed for him and so
had prevented the Devil from getting him. Alas, my dear brethren, how greatly
we should fear, lest we do not recognise our temptations! And we shall never
recognise them if we do not ask God to allow us to do so.
By
Saint John Vianney
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